The Asender

This is a site for those who are searching for knowledge and truth about how two can become one.    With a MESSAGE Of LOVE FOR ALL!

 

 

I experienced a wonderful mind connection with another human being,  It was the most defining moments of my life!  If everyone could experience it,  this world would be a much better place to live.

It happened about one year ago at the clinic where I receive my health care,  I was in for my yearly physcial and saw the same nurse practitioner I have been seeing for the last five years.  She is a charming young lady with something very special about her.  Just how special I was about to find out!  We had finished the exam and had been chitchatting about little things and she turned and washed her hands, then  as she turned back to me I percieved her thought that she cared for me.  This took me by surprise as I have telepathic abilities and this was the first time I had connected with her

 

The next thing I know my mind opened up to her.  The only thing I could think was that it was GOOD.  I know I gave her a hug and reluctantly gave her a kiss on the cheek,  her thoughts were controling me.  At the same time I was feeling the strong flow of LOVE,  it was what the connection was all about.  She left the room and I was in a daze,  it was mind boggling.

 

My five normal senses had not regestered in my minds memory!  The next four or five weeks were hell,  I could not understand why my senses had not registered,  I knew what had happened,  but there was no memory of sound,  smell,  taste,  feeling, or sight!  Never in my 72 years had I experienced such a thing.  It kept going over and over in my mind but I could not come up with an answer!  The other part,  the sharing of my mind I knew what it was all about.  My native spirit belief told me it was a sacred spirit touch!

 

And it was for eternity,  but the strong flow of LOVE was a message for me to pass on.  As I knew the LOVE was ENERGY she had passed to me.  And if that was possible then that ENERGY could survive our death!  I started to search the web and finally found a site that said a very strong telepathic connection could effect the normal senses,  that was a relief!  I failed to earmark the site,  so I then tried to find sites about how two can become one.

 

In my search I found many sites that I checked out,  they were all trying to make a dollar.  One had Plato's Symposium of how soul mates find their other half,  and not for sex but for LOVE,  friendship,  Intimacy.  This was the same as a Spirit touch!

 

My first spiritual event happened when I was ten years old,  it as clear in my mind today as it was sixty two years ago.  Over the years I have experienced many things,  precognitive dreams that took place at the same time as the event,  telepathic connections with my wife of fourty nine years every day.  And clairvoyance that grew stronger as I grew older.  I have amazed people by senseing what their beliefs were and telling them so. I have always taken these abilities for granted.  That soul and spirit touch restored me and made me whole.

 

The LOVE that she shared with me was maternal LOVE,  she is childless,  but full of LOVE!  My mother died when I was six years old and no one ever gave me the LOVE a child needs.  My father was cold and abusive,  this was a wonderful thing!  I could not help but care for her in an instant unconditional way in return.  LIKE A CHILD!  It has been over one year since this happened,  her presense is still strong in my mind.  She left some of her thoughts of Jesus and fath healing in my mind,  at first this confused me as I am not a Christian.  My belief in Jesus is,  he was a strong Mystic with with a message of LOVE!  He had strong telepathic power and clairvoyance and the strong drive to heal and pass the message of LOVE!

 

After I realized this connection was to pass on the message of LOVE,  I started to search in the new testament and soon found that he was a strong telepath.  This is how faith healing works,  you implant the thought of healing into the subjects mind and if it works their body heals its self.  I then found myself reading the Nag Hammadi gospels, which were found in Egypt in 1945.

 

In the gospels of Thomas verse 22,  Jesus saw some infants nursing.  He said to his disciples,  these nursing infants are like those who enter the Kingdom,  they said to him,  then shall we enter the Kingdom as infants?

 

Jesus said to them,  When you MAKE TWO INTO ONE,  and when you make the inside like the outside and the outside like the inside,  and what is above like what is below,  and when you make male and female into a SINGLE ONE,  so that the male will not be male nor the female be female, when you make a pair of eyes in place of one eye,  a hand in place of a hand,  a foot in place of a foot,  a image in place of an image, then you will enter. {The Kingdom}

 

In verse 23 Jesus says I will CHOOSE you,  one from a thousand and two from ten thousand and those who I have CHOSEN will be lifted up being one.

 

Verse 46; Jesus said, "From Adam to John the Baptist, among those born of women, no one is so much greater than John the Baptist that his eyes should not be averted.

But I have said that whoever among you becomes a child will recognize the Kingdom and will be greater then John."

 

Then in verse 48, he said if two make peace with each other in a single house they will say to the mountain move from here and it will move.

 

In verse 106, Jesus said, when you MAKE TWO IN TWO ONE,  you will become children of Adam, and when you say mountain move from here,  it will move!  This tells me Jesus must have such a connection of minds with a woman and this is where the MESSAGE OF LOVE comes from!  He was made whole, I have concluded from my search for knowledge and truth that this MESSAGE OF LOVE has happened many times in the past and is still happening today.

 

About four months ago I awoke from my recliner chair at 2 AM,  jumped up and went to my PC desk without staggering like usual and wrote  A MESSAGE OF LOVE FROM THE ASENDER!  and I knew it was to be a web site.  Several months had went by since I had recieved and felt the flow of strong LOVE/ENERGY and I was confused as I could not preach Christianity as I do not believe in the Jewish god, and I know Jesus was a man born of woman with special abilities,  as I share some of them and so does the special young woman who made me whole!

 

For several months after the connection I tried to convey the knowledge of what had happened to her with words,  it was an impossible task.  I knew I could not reach out mentally to her as it would upset her,  even though I had told her she was a strong telepath.  I told her about the spirit touch and how it was for eternity,  and how I had a strong urge to pass the message of LOVE that she had given me.  I could not reach her with words!  Finally  one day I was at the clinic and had to see an other care giver as I did not have an appointment,  I saw the other care giver after a long wait and then had to wait longer to see the results of the X-ray and then still longer for them to read it.  And then more time passed till I could find out what medicine I would receive.

 

In the mean time the rest of the caregivers had left,  then with out control I telepathicly called to her,  my spirit mate with LOVE/ENERGY to show herself.  I knew she was still there,  I knew she would show and she did!  She stepped out of the hall and I stood facing her!  She looked spooked as she would put it.  She turned and went back down the hall.

 

The next time I saw her she told me she had felt my PRESENCE!  This is a very powerful thing to have happen for the first time, it just happened with out my control!  We are connected for eternity, why I can not tell you.

 

A short time after I had made the connection with her I went to my old family trunk and dug out the picture of my beautiful young mother,  who died at 26 years of age.  Each time I look at it I think of my spirit mate.  I said Jesus must have made a connection of minds with a woman,  in the Gospels of Nag Hammadi in the gospel of Mary, she asks.  Lord how does he who sees the vision, do they see it through the soul or through the Spirit.  The Saviour answered and said,  he does not see it through the soul nor through the spirit,  but the mind which is beetween the two,  that is what sees the vision!

 

I have been changed by this connection,  I have lost my negitivity,  I have Love in my heart,  I keep passing this on to others to keep Love in there hearts.  My thoughts are good,  I am content.  The message of LOVE that The Asender gave to me to pass on is  simple,  Love your self,  your family,  your friends,  and all who you meet,  follow the Golden Rule.  Due onto others as you would have them do to you!  You see Love is Energy that we produce and it can survive our death!  The stronger the Love/Energy is the better our next existence will be.  We make our own heaven or hell!

 

That Energy/Love is our Spirit.  I told my spirit mate that our energy would join the circle of energy that surrounds our planet,  she thought that was an interesting concept.  The gospel of Thomas verse 113,  Jesus deciples asked on what day will the Kingdom come,  Jesus said,  it will not come while people watch for it,  they will not say look here it is or there it is,  for the Kingdom of the Father is spread out over the earth and men do not see it.  That sounds like the circle of Energy/Love to me.  This Message of Love has been received by many down through the ages,  it is a heavy burden!  I think most have failed to pass it on.

 

In the Native American culture they were called,  Peace Makers.  I cannot say who the The Asender is,  but I know he or she is my spiritual guide from the next existence.  I use words like good and wonderful to describe what happened,  I also asked myself a THOUSAND times WHY ME!  I know now it was because I  would follow through and spread this MESSAGE of LOVE.

 

The organized religions of the world are failing to get the MEASSAGE of LOVE to the people.  They have become to commercialized,  they spend to much time and effort pursuing the almighty dollar!

 

The illegal drugs and a lot of the legal ones,  and alcohol are stealing the ability of the mind to produce LOVE/ENERGY.  There spirits will be too weak to enter the circle!  I gave the message of Love to two different people a couple of weeks ago and they both told me later that it was the nicest thing anyone had ever told them in their lives!  One of them had recently tried to kill himself!  To hear that my words of Love meant so much was a wonderful feeling.

 

I never in my wildest dreams thought any thing like this would ever happen to me,  and I owe it to that special young woman who shared her spirit/mind with me.  I never gave reincarnation much thought but now I wonder?  My searching of the early Christians found that they beleived in reincarnation but it was turned into resurrection by the church that was formed hundreds of years later.

 

My research has showen me that the early Roman church was set up just like the Roman government and was just as ruthless for the next 15 centuries.  The only answer is the energy we produce,  and it is called LOVE!  If you have true LOVE in your heart you will do no wrong!

 

I end this part of my message with this quote from Jesus to Thomas found at Nag Hammadi,  blessed is the wise man who sought after the truth,  and when he found it,  he rested upon it forever,  and was unafraid of those who wanted to disturb him:.

 

A healthy mind produces LOVE which is energy,  like all forms of energy it has substance and is called our SPIRIT!

Verse 29,  jESUS SAID IF FLESH CAME INTO BEING BECAUSE OF SPIRIT,  THAT IS A MARVEL,  BUT IF SPIRIT CAME INTO BEING BECAUSE OF BODY,  THAT IS A MARVEL OF MARVELS1

Yet I marvel at how this great wealth has come to dwell in this poverty.  {meaning man}  This verse is the most important words that he ever spoke!

 

Last night I was drawn back to the Nag  Hammadi Gospels,  in the contender gospels,  Jesus said;{I am the knowledge and truth}!  That is what I have been seeking and I found it in the Thomas gospels.  Verse 22;  {TWO INTO ONE}.  I said in my Message that I did not who my spiritual guided was,  I CANNOT DENY HIM I FOUND JESUS!  IN VERSE 22 AND VERSE 23 I KNOW HE EXPERIENCED THESE THINGS.

 

To those of you who read my message and would like to disturb me over its content,  I give you this quote from the world famous psychologist Carl Jung.  "And though he may beleive himself to be in possession of all the necessary knowledge concerning the constellated archetypes,  he will in the end come to realize that there are very many things indeed of which his academic knowledge never dreamed!

Jesus said,  I am the knowledge and truth!  Well I searched and found him by the words that he spoke,  And I can only speak the truth!  The time is at hand,  his MESSAGE of LOVE must be reafirmed!

 

Jesus said it would be easy for the little ones to enter the CIECLE/HEAVEN,  this is because their LOVE is pure and unconditional and the stongest of energies.  I will give you an example!  My wife and I baby sat our three and a half year old grandson a month a go.  The first night he slept with my wife and the second with me,  at first light I looked at him with his head on my pillow and gentle nudged his mind with the thought that I LOVED him.  His eyes opened,  he smiled,  then put his arm around my neck and kissed me!  He then went right back to sleep.  The LOVE that I felt at that moment was so pure and beautiful, and strong!  If I could join the circle/heaven with that feeling it would be all I would need for eternity!

 

Last monday night as I sat watching Deal or No Deal,  I started to think of my oldest grandson who lives 3000 miles from me.  I was thinking that I would have to send him some money,  I haven't talked to him in a year.  The last time I talked to him every thing was fine.  With in 10 minutes the phone rang,  it was my grand son!  His marriage had ended and he had custody of his two year old son,  his car had gave out and he need my help if I could afford it.  I had been thinking about a sum of what I needed to send him before the call, I doubled it and sent it the next day.  I talked to him a few days later and found that he had been on the phone with his mother just before he called me asking for her help.  In fact she had told him to call me as she could not help him.  The amount he wanted from her was the same amount that came to me as I sat in my chair.  This ability of connection I have is a simple bond of LOVE/ENERGY.  I am sure there are many others with this ability.  LOVE is the only answer!

 

When I started this search over a year and a half ago,  it was imprinted in my mind that I was searching for knowledge and truth.  The first truth was already in my mind and that was the sacred spitit touch.  The Creator spirit belief of the native Americans is much older then the beliefs of the Greeks or Jews,  but I was being guided to keep searching.  As I searched for two into one,  I next came up with Plato's symposium of how soul mates became two into one in the time before the Greeks,  it was the same as the Spirit touch!

 

Then after searching in the new Testament for Jesus abilities of connections,  I was guided to the Nag Hammadi Gospels,  and to the Gospels of Thomas.  The most mysterious of them all,  were verse 22 and verse 23.  This is exactly what I experienced with my Spirit Mate.  I know Jesus lived and these were the words he spoke!

 

I also know now that the first followers were the Gnostic's and they were destroyed by the followers of Paul when they formed the Roman church.  So this Roman church tried to wipe out the true Faith of Jesus by destroying all of the written words as well.  But lo and behold they have survived!  And will be returned to the followers of Jesus!  The Message of Love will be reafirmed!

 

Of all the terrible deeds that have been done in  Jesus name down through the ages,  they must be forgiven.  We have to bring his message in to the present and discard all of the negative teachings of the past,  because there is little truth in it.

 

Verse 31;  Jesus said no Prophet is welcome on his home turf,  Doctors don't cure those who know them.  {these are the words of a Mortal Man}

Paul was the first Gnostic,  as he experienced the knowledge and truth from a Mystic connection.  Like Jesus he had a Mystic message of Love.  After about 150 years Pauls followers split over written testament and fought to the death.  The early Gnostic's were killed off and the wealthy Romans took over.  They eventually formed the Roman church and only accepted written words that suited them.

 

A few nights ago I found a web site on defining mysticism,  as my site is a Shamystic site I will add this quote from an essay by Sandra Stahlman,  June 1992,  defining Mysticism.

One topic scholars agree on is the need for a formal definition of Mystical Experience.  They intend to determine the characteristics common to all descriptions of Mystical Experiences,  and have this to be a "working definition" for present research.  In this manner,  studies can be related simply and with out confusing terms.  Authors of the material I reviewed began discussion with their definition of Mysticial Experience;  the following characteristics emerged repeatedly as each Author attempts to difine Mystical Experience.  Experience of unity,  [two into one]  intense affected experience,  [blocked normal senses],  time/space distortion,  [lost 10 to 15 seconds in time line]  noetic quality,  [knowledge],  ineffabilty,  [truth],  and a sense of holiness or sacreness,  [sacred spirit touch and holy guidance].  And in addition,  the Authors generally included the concept of Universality in their definitions,  [my message of Love to the World]!

This Mystic message was caused by the special connection of minds with my care giver,  she imposed her presence on me.  I in return a few months later without control,  imposed my my presence on her.  This connection had nothing to do with our mental health,  as both our mind are sound,  I can only say that it was very Spiritual,  we recieved knowledge of the Creator!  I can only say to who may read this,  learn to share unconditional LOVE with your fellow beings as this is the key to the KINGDOM.

 

The MESSAGE OF LOVE is the ultimate Mystic Experience!

 

I recently found this quote from Stephan Holler in the Gnostic Society Library on the earlest followers of Jesus.  The earlest Christians held a "conviction" that direct personal and absolute knowledge of the authentic truths of existence is accessible to human beings!  And morever,  that attainment of such knowledge must always constitute the supreme achievement of human life.

He also wrote in an article on "Valentinus"  early church leader about the seven sacraments,  with the most important one being The bridal chamber,  or pneumatic/spiritual union.  This quote is from his article with one exception,  his starts with Christ,  mine starts with the Asender.  Who came to rectify the seperation,  and join the two components, and give life unto those who have died by seperation,  and join them together  This is what Jesus speaks of in Verse 22

and those who have joined will not reseperate.

This ultimate sacrament is exactly what I experienced with my Spirit Mate.  The same as Jesus discribes in verse twenty two of the Thomas gospels.

 

 

 

Verse 108 Gospels of Thomas.

Jesus said;  Whoever drinks from my mouth will become like me,  I myself shall become that person,  and hidden things will be revealed to him.  By the words from his mouth,  I found Jesus, in verse 23, verse 46, verse 48, verse 106 and the most mysterious of them all verse 22!

 

And I am going to pass on the hidden things that I found!

 

About 6 months after I made the Mystic connection with my Spirit mate,  I took a short trip to a neighboring state.  We stopped to visit my wife's first cousin,  my wife was not close with her as she thought she acted like she was better than the rest of the family.  I recievd a rather cold reception from her,  but got a warm hand shake from her husband as we had been friends all our lives.  A couple hours later I found my self alone in a room with his wife.  I told her a couple of things about her beliefs,  she stood and looked at me for a miniute,  then asked me how did I know!  I told her that I have the ability to recognize in others beliefs that we share.  Well we spent the night and we talked about our beliefs.  The next morning when we left she gave me a book,  and also a warm hug,  My wife could hardly believe it.

 

The book she gave me was the Twelfth Planet by Zecharia Sitchin.  This book really opened my eyes,  it was a fore runner of what would become the old testament in Genesis.  It had all the stories, flood, tower babel, garden eden and most interesting of all how man was created!

 

In Mesopotamia archaeologists found in a city called Eridu,  The first Sumerian city.  It dated back nearly 6000 years ago and the temple in the city was dedicated to the living God Enki.  Sitchin said it was not only the first civilization in the true sense of the term,  it was the most extensive civilization.  All encompassing,  in many ways more advanced then the other ancient cultures that had followed it.  It was undoubtedly the civilization on which our own is based.

 

Enki was second to the living God Enlil who was supreme.  They were the two Gods in charge,"brothers"  there were 600 ? total Anunnaki, all considered by man as Gods.  The old testament called them Neflim!  Sitchin says it literally meant,  Those who were cast down,  who had descended to Earth!  His teachers as a child had told him "Neflim" meant Giants!  They are both right as the Anunnaki were very tall fair haired giants.  In Sitchins book page 358 is the following.  The ovum of a female Homo erectus,  fertilized by the genes of a God[neflim] was then implanted within the womb of Ea's [God Enki] spouse,  and after the "model"was obtained,  duplicates of it were implanted in the wombs of birth goddesses,  to undergo the process of pregancy and birith!

 

The following is how they described it.  The Wise and learned,  Double seven birith Goddesses had assembled,  Seven brought forth males,  seven brought forth females.  The birth Goddesses brought forth, the wind of the breath of life.  In pairs were they completed,  in pairs were they completed in her presence.  The creatures were people,  Creatures of the Mother Goddess.  Homo sapiens had been created.  In- vetro-fertilization had been preformed.

 

I think this is much closer to the truth then a lump of clay with breath blown on it!

 

The Sumerian Gods called the man they had created a lulu "mixed up" this word has survived through the ages to the present.  Also they called man the black headed ones.  The sign of the God Enki was the twined snake in the tree,  the same as physicians of today.  He is credited with giving mankind knowledge.  This is where the talking snake comes from in the garden of Eden!  They talk of the "Igigi",  Anunnaki who stayed in the sky/heaven in a space station or craft.  They were rank and file,  or working Gods,  They did not let the black headed ones serve them.  Eventualy most of them rebelled and came down to Earth and sired children with the black headed women!

 

In Genesis it says,  When the earthlings began to increase in number upon the face of the Earth,  and daughtres were born unto them.  The sons of the Gods saw that the daughters of the Earthlings,  that they were compatible,  and they took unto themselves wives of whichever they choose.

This was the time when,  The Neflim were upon the land in those days,  and there after too.  When the sons of the Gods cohabited with the Earthling's daughters and they conceived.  They were the Mighty Ones who are of Olam, the people of the Shem [skyborne vehicle].  This is more mixing of the genes!  This intrigued me,  giant blue eyed red heads mixing with the black headed ones.  In my own experience I have seen the results of red headed genes mixing with black headed ones.  I knew of a red headed minster in Northern British Columbia who had sired many children with the native flock that he served, many were red heads.  In my own family on my fathers side,  a mixture of of Native and Celtic,  there are many blue eyed red heads.  So I started to search the web for the first blue eyed red haired/black haired off springs,  and for giant red heads.

 

 

Knowledge came to me from all over the web,  many others have made this same search.  Skeletal remains of giant red heads have been found all over the world.  Some have been found with double rows of teeth and six digets.

Glen A. Kimball has an article in the magazine, Ancient American entitled,  Giants,  were he says the following.  I photographed the mummies of two of these giant men in Lima Peru in 1969.  He says these giants are still in the gold museum in Lima Peru today and can be seen by anyone who visits.  They were mummified and there golden robes are prominently on display.  Their crowns could fit around my waist.  Their golden gloves have fingers ten inches long.

Their mummies can be measured with a tape and they both are around nine and a half feet tall.  The actual bodies are there encased in glass for all to see.  They are not mutations and are from successive generations.  His article goes on to tell of many finds all over the America's.  I have read many articles on the early explorers of the Americas seeing and capturing giants.  Such as Amerigo Vespucei,  Magellan,  Coronado,  DeSoto,  Narvaez and many others.

 

All of the legends of middle and south America have tall robed blue eyed white men wearing sandals with red or blonde hair that came and taught them to get along with each other and build cities and grow food.  In the bibical lands the Neflim or son of Gods, or fallen angels,  or watchers are all the same, Giants!  They had children with the black headed ones,  and became the mighty ones of reknown.  Some called them the Titans, Anakim,  Gibborim.  They started tribes with many red heads.  The Aryans were probaly the first and they spread through out the bibical lands.  Then the Phoenicians, the tall red headed men,  children of Abraham!  They spread around the world and became the Celts and other fair skinned peoples.

 

Now I understand why I was given a message of LOVE from the Asender,  It is Hebrew "Aleeyah"  for one who rises to the temple mount to teach.  I know now that that the blood of the "Gods" the blue eyed red haired thread is in my viens,  this tells me that I might have some extra DNA which has made this connection possible!

 

When I was a small boy the comic strips in the news papers had two futuristic strips,  Flash Gordon and Buck Rogers,  they were my favorites.  My father told me they were trash,  I told him they would all come true.  I have lived long enough to see much of it happen.  I have spent my life as a commerical fisherman and carpender.  I have spent hundreds of nights on the seas,  drifting with my nets,  catching fish to help feed my fellow beings.  I had lots of time to study the stars and wonder like all men have what the Universe contains.

 

Twice my wife and I saw in the skies somthing Alien.  The first was five or six brillant bluewhite lights flashing at intervals moving across the sky at a very high speed, above our atmosphere.

Far below them I could see comerical jets with there strobe lights blinking,  they looked like small candles flickering compared to the lights we saw.  The other time I saw a green light flash across the horizon at a low level,  it was so fast it barely registered in my mind.  I have watched untold numbers of meteors fall and they all come in at an angle.  We Are Not Alone!

 

I said in my site that the Native Americans who recieved this message of LOVE from the Spirit touch were called Peace Makers.

In the bible, in Matthew 5,9 it says Blessed are the Peace Makers for they shall be called children of GOD/CREATOR!!!

The Mystic experience is so powerful that often times the organized religions fear it and persecute the bears of the message of LOVE!  They will not,  and can not Stop It.

 

When I read the following quote I felt honored,  it is as follows.  The most beautiful and profound emotion we can experience is the sensation of the Mystical.  He to whom this emotion is a stranger is as good as dead.  To know that what is impentrable to us really exists,  manifesting itself as the highest wisdom and the most radiant beauty,  which our dull faculties can comprehend only in their primitive forms-this knowledge,  this feeling,  is at the center of true religion!  Words by Albert Einstein,  Words of a True Mystic!

 

Einstein's theory that E=MC squared means that energy can convert to matter and matter to energy,  they both go on for eternity!  David Rose from MIT,  famous for his work in fusion,  energy,  and nuclear engineering states about energy.  Energy is an abstract concept invented by by physical scientists in the nineteenth century to describe quantitatively a wide variety of Natural Phenomena!!

 

Nearly three years ago when I first had this connection,  I told my Spirit Mate that I thought our LOVE/ENERGY had equaled out in my mind,  her abundance of maternal LOVE had filled the void in my Spirit.  Wel here is what the Scienitific community says, "energy always moves from a higher concentration of energy to a lower concentration of energy".  I know it was LOVE/ENERGY that flowed from her mind to mine!  I felt the same thing from my grandson,  Indescribable LOVE.  I told my Spirit Mate that it felt natural,  this LOVE/ENERGY is a natural Phenomena!  I think it is the Ultimate of Energies.  The human beings of this planet have believed in reincarnation for untold thousands of years.

 

They are building a massive facility in Antarctica to capture sub-atomic particles that come out of space and pass through the planet!  If that is possible then there is nothing that is impossible!  AND ALL OF THIS UNIVERSE AND ALL OF THE WONDERFUL THINGS THAT ARE FOUND IN IT,  ARE NOT BY SIMPLE CHANCE,  THERE IS A CREATOR/GOD OR WHAT EVER NAME YOU WANT TO DESCRIBE WHY IT IS SO. I choose the Creator Spirit.  Jesus called it the Holy Spirit.

Verse 44 of the Thomas gospels;  Jesus said, "Whoever blashemes against the Father will be forgiven,  and whoever blashemes against the son will be forgiven,  but whoever blashemes against the Holy Spirit will not be forgiven, either on earth or in heaven.

What he is saying is the son is the same as the father,  flesh and blood,  but the Holy/Creator spirit is not,  it is supreme!

 

Verse 22 of the Thomas gospels,  the nursing infants have a desire for their mothers milk but above all they have UNCONDITIONAL LOVE.  THIS TWO INTO ONE CREATED INSTANT UNCONDITIONAL LOVE IN ME!.  This is what you have to attain in life so that you may enter the circle/heaven upon death of the body.  This LOVE/ENERGY may convert back to matter so it is possible to reincarnate,  into who or what I cannot say.  I do think the knowledge and truth will eventually be revealed to all.

 

I recently made on line contact with a young lady who had experienced the the Mystic message of LOVE.  I will add her description of it.  "The unearthly and indescribable,  actually incomprehensible LOVE directly from God,  and it changed my core being,  and moreover,  my life,, in about 15 seconds."

When you recieve the presence it is a powerful thing!

 

She was raised from childhood in the Roman religion,  so she thought it was God speaking to her.  I have never had any formal religious training,  my mind was an open book,  so what I felt and know is a natural thing.  The Truth!

 

In the Upanishads,  mystic sayings of the Hindu Veda's.  You can see the connection to Jesus sayings in verse 22.

Only LOVE can bring individual beings to their perfect completion as individuals by uniting them one with an other,  because only LOVE takes possession of them and unites them by what lies deepest in them!!

 

Here is my theory of knowledge and truth

MYSTIC CONNECTION=UNCONDITIONAL LOVE=SPIRITUAL KNOWLEDGE=KNOWLEDGE OF BEING ONE WITH THE CREATOR!

 

verse 24,  His disciples said,  "Show us the place where you are,  for we must seek it"  He said to them,  "Anyone here with two ears had better listen!  There is light within a person of light,  and it shines on the whole world,  if it does not shine,  it is dark."

 

verse 25,  Jesus said,  "Love your friends like your own soul,  protect them like the pupil of your eye."

 

verse 2,  Jesus said,  "Those who seek should not stop seeking until they find.  When they find,  they will be disturbed.  When they are disturbed,  they will marvel,  and will reign over all."  [And after they have reigned they will rest]

 

I have searched for knowledge and truth,  and I found it in the Gospels of Thomas.  I was disturbed by what I found.  Then I was enlightened and knew I had found the truths.  Now I am content.

 

 

It has been nearly 6 years since I made the Mystic connection of Minds with my Spirit Mate.  Like Paul Harvey  "famous radio commenator in the US" used to say.

 

It's Time for the rest of the story!

A few days after I made the Mystic connection I had the strongest dream/vision of my life!  In it I was told that I would be like Jesus, not Jesus, but like him!  I awoke in fright,  thinking what is going on in my life,  never had I had such a vision before!

 

Then a short time later I had a dream vision in which I looked through 3 sets of eyes,  other then my own.  The first set,  I saw nothing,  the second set I saw nothing,  then with the third set I was was in a beautiful brilliant Light, with some pastel colors,  all I could think was that it was MAGNIFICENT!!  After I awoke I felt that I was shown this LIGHT as an inducement to spread the message of LOVE.

But I was still confused as to how I could do this, as I knew no one would listen to me in a church or any group of people that I knew.  It was then at 2AM that I jumped out of my recliner chair and went to my PC desk and wrote with out thinking A MESSAGE OF LOVE FROM THE ASENDER!!  Now this opened my mind as to how I would spread this Message,  I knew it would be in a web site!

 

It was like my brain had been branded with the words "seek knowledge and truth".  This is when I found the gospels of Thomas and it told me what my experience was.  The first was verse 22 "two into one" this explained my connection of minds on a higher level of consciousness with a woman.  Verse 23 told me why,  you will be chosen one from a thousand or two from ten thousand.

 

  Then in verse 108 I found the reason for my dream vision of how I would be like Jesus,  Jesus said,  Whoever drinks from my mouth will become like me,  I myself shall become that person,  and the hidden things will be revealed to him!!!

 

I now understand why I was shown the Beautiful Light,  verse 24,  His disciples said,  "Show us the place where you are,  for we must seek it,  He said to them,  "Anyone here with two ears had better listen!"  There is light within a person of light,  and it shines on the whole world,  If it does not shine,  it is dark."

I know that the light he speaks of ,  is within me!

 

Verse 11,  Jesus said,  "This heaven will pass away,  and the one above it will pass away.

The dead are not alive,  and the living will not die.  During the days when you ate what is dead,  you made it come alive.  When you are in the light,  what will you do?  On the day when you were one,  you became two.  But when you become two,  what will you do.?  My answer, be reborn again in Spirit as a child again,  made whole!

 

If two heavens pass away, that will bring us to the third one,  the one I was shown,  the beautiful LIGHT that is within me.

 

A couple of years later I read the words of Paul speaking of the third heaven.  You see Paul had a mystic experience like mine,  and he too was shown the Beautiful Light of the third Heaven,  what I call the Circle of LOVE/ENERGY that surrounds our planet

 

This Mystic experience has happen to many down through the ages and will continue always! verse 113,  His diciples said to him,  "When will the Kingdom come?"   He said it will not come by watching for it.  It will not be said, 'Look here!'  or Look there!  'Rather,  the Fathers Kingdom is spread out upon the earth,  and people don't see it."

his is the Circle of LOVE/ENERGY that surrounds our planet!!

 

 

And this is how I know Jesus is part of me!

 

Here is an experience that I had about 3 years after posting my web site.  I was talking to a friend who has spent many years researching religions,  both western and eastern.  He said to me I will tell a story about Jesus, then he was silient,  he is in his sixtys and had a moment of memory lasp. I percieved the thought "Nicodemus" and spoke it to him.  Yes he said thats it,  so he told me about Nicodemus and what Jesus told him about being reborn again in Spirit/breath and how Nicodemus asked if he should have to re-enter the womb at such an age, and Jesus reiterated that you have to be reborn.  Well this story of Nicodemus completed my knowledge of my Mystic experience! 

 

 I was chosen verse 23, I became one with a woman again, verse 22 and I was reborn again as a child,  verse 46.  And Jesus words with Nicodemus explained it.  This is the true answer for the Virgin birth,  it was a Spiritual rebirth and it has happened to many!  The friend later told his wife that he thought god had channeled Nicodemus to me through him!  And Jesus has returned over and over again through chosen ones,  but most have been destroyed by the Roman religion from fear of them spreading the truth!!

 

The earlier Greeks spoke of the "Daemon"  spirit within humanity, later with the event of Christianity it was changed to  "demon" and meant an evil spirit within humanity!  They could not understand why this Mystic Spirit from "within" would reveal truths that contradicted their words of Jesus, so they made these truths from the Daemon Mystics into evil lies from a evil Demon spirit.  This is just one way that they twisted the few true words that they had of Jesus.

 

Jesus was the righteous teacher and Chosen One of the Essenes and was called the Asender,  one who rose to the temple mount to teach.  In Hebrew it is Aleeyah, and today it means that some one is chosen from the people to share good tidings.  And this is exactly what Jesus did.  He was not the Messiah,  and never claimed to be!

This is why the Jewish community never accept this claim

 

He was crucified for clearing the temple of all the animals held for sacrafice,  this is stated in Johns words, he states he knoted a rope into a whip and cleared the temple!  For this to happen he would have had many of his follower to help as at Passover there would have been thousands,  even tens of thousands of animals being held.  The Temple mount was a ,huge complex of buildings,  the size of several football fields.  The slaughter house and holding pens, and oven house took up a lot of the mount.  Jesus was an Essene, and a vegiterian,  and abbored the Killing of animals for sacrafice!

 

The passover was the holyest of the holy days and tens of thousands of people would come to give sacrafice,  be it monies or animals or birds

 

The Passover was the time when the Priests gathered in the Shekels, the wealth of the temple!  When the people brought their animals to the priests to be approved,  they were often rejected,  so they had to sell their animals for what ever they could get.  Then buy new ones that the Priests had already approved at a higher price then normal as this was the Passover and they had to have a sacrafice!  The ones that had been rejected earlier were now being approved for the new arrivials to buy.  Jesus stopped the flow of Shekels!!  For this they killed him!

 

The slaughter house had two gutters for the blood to flow off the mount and down into a creek at the foot of the mount. The creek would flow red with blood for days.  Workers spread far and wide gathering wood for the ovens.  This was a time when anyone associated with the Temple made lots of Shekels!  The Priests could not allow this show of contempt for their beliefs,  and acted accordingly.

 

Turning over some money changer tables and releasing doves was not the reason of his death as they were minor acts.  Jesus was considered a rabble rouser, by the other Jews,  but as you can see he was a man of convictions and died for his beliefs!

 

My research has shown me that Jesus was the Chosen One of the Essene, they even discribe his appearence with red hair, this is in the dead sea scrolls.  Noah was also born as a red haired baby, and his father thought he was concieved by a Watcher and not his son!  The Essene's had all of the traits of what the Greeks would later call Jesus, "christos/christ which became Christianity. Remember it was Greeks and Romans that eventually formed an organized church in the fourth century after his death!

 

Jesus said suffer the little children unto me!  The Essene's adopted all of the orphaned children of the other Jews in their area.  Matt. said many will be called, few chosen.  The new members were on probation for three years, then some would be chosen.  When they joined they gave all that they had to the group to be shared by all!  They ate simple foods and wore plain robes and sandals,  They emmersed themselfs in cold water once a day "baptized".  They were healers and attempted to raise the dead.  They had no personal wealth,  everything was shared alike and the only thing that held them together was their LOVE of each other!  And they were Vegetarians and abbored the killing of life for the temple sacrafice.  This alone set them apart from the other Jews.  These truths and many others show that they were the first of what would later be called Christians.

 

The Essenes shared all of their wealth, food, and shelter and this was not in keeping with the culture of the Jews or Romans at the time.  The rest of the culture judged each other by their wealth and the power it gave them.  This is where Jesus words of the wealthy come into play "harder to enter the kingdom".

During this time in history some of the Jews became what they call "Zealots and sabotaged and killed Romans when ever they had a chance and many claimed to be the Messiah that would free the Jews,   they all failed and about 30 years after Jesus death the Romans marched on Jerusalem, it is said they killed a million people.  They took a hundred thousand slaves and the wealth of the temple back to Rome and built the Colosium.  Many of the Jews that were not killed scattered to the winds, their culture was destroyed.

 

So looking back in time it is hard to understand why Jesus was called a "Messiah" in later writings as he did nothing to lead the Jews out of bondage to the Romans and was not alive when a Messiah was needed to stop and defeat the Romans

 

In the gospels of Thomas verse 12  The disciples said to Jesus,  "We know that you are going to leave us, who will be our leader?"

Jesus said to them,  "No matter where you are you are to go to James the Just for whose sake heaven and earth came into being."

James the Just was Jesus brother and upon his death he took over leadership, and was known as James the Righteous, like Jesus had been known when he was the Righteous teacher.

 

I could go on and on with more words to prove that he was the Chosen One, but will stop here and tell you that the truth and knowledge is available to anyone who wishes to search for it and say to you keep an open mind/heart so you will experience the instant unconditional LOVE that is the keys to the kingdom!

 

 

                                                              Aleeyah/TheAsender

 

 

 I have had many wonderful experiences in the years since my Mystic experience happened and I will share the latest one and most wonderful one with you!

 

I live on a small island connected by bridges to the mainland, my island has about 18 homes on it with over half owned by out of staters. 3 houses over from me is one owned by a woman from Long Island NY, she comes down several times a year and has family at the end of the street. Well when she comes down she has a friend from a nearby city who comes to stay with her. I met her when she first started coming to visit and we talked about fishing, as I have been a commercial fisherman all my life in adition to being a carpenter. She owned her own charter boat in a southern city for 25 years, so we would talked fishing. I met her about 12 years ago and had a casual relationship with her over the years. In the last couple of years she started to give me warm hugs when we saw each other and I could feel her Love. She told me she saw her deceased father in me, he had died a few years ago. Well her mother died from a long illness of cancer and I consoled her when ever I saw her and we became closer. Just before Xmas she was here with her best friends mother and I had talked  to them during the course of there visit and walked over to say goodbye when I knew they were leaving. Her friend was down stairs in front of the house so I talked to her for a moment then we went upstairs where I would say good bye. I stepped into the house and she was standing in the middle of the kitchen with her head hanging down and a pained look on her face. I asked her what was the matter and she said she was coming down with a head ache "she gets migraines", I said I will take care of that and took her into my arms and brushed her hair back from her face and held her close. She started to quiver and moan then shake and sob. I held her for a few moments then released her and stepped back and asked her if her headache was gone. She answered Oh Yes with emotions. Her friend had been standing with us in the kitchen watching wide eyed! I said goodbye and left.

 

I briefly talked to her a couple of weeks later and told her that I was a Mystic and had a site I would one day let her read. She told me she did not believe in any religions and thought they were garbage but she told her friends at an Xmas party that what she experienced with me was the most wonderful experience of her life.

She tells me unabashed that she Loves me when ever we see each other and there is NO lust involved, just pure unconditional Love like Jesus wants us to share for the keys to the kingdom. You see I know that it is Jesus in me that healed and shared this wonderful LOVE with her!  I knew it when I took her in my arms what would happen, It is Jesus within ME!

 

 When you have this wonderful ability you cannot speak of it because none will believe you, you have to let the ones you heal speak for you. In our modern society with religion taken from books which have been altered many times over the years, there is no room for belief of Jesus abilitys here and now in anyone alive today.